Hardships

Had strange dreams last night. I don't really remember what they were all about but I remember that they were strange. I had a peculiar feeling when I woke up. One dream was about that I was held as a hostage somwhere and threathened with a gun. I wonder what that could possibly mean?

I feel like a expired milkpack or someting. God I am old. Turning 31 in May next year and what have I accomplished really? Nothing! I am fat, poor, single and childless. Sounds wonderful! Yeah right.

Today I am going to the obesity clinic and weigh my self i think I have gained one or two punds instead of losing. I hope they won't kick me out of the program.

Early this morning I took driving lessons. I am getting better but I can't park a car. I must get the damn driver's licence before I move to LA.